Thursday, July 07, 2005

Wala akong karapatan

Bakit ba tuwing Miyerkules na lang ay nasusupalpal ako? Kahapon nung pumasok ako sa faculty office ay tinanong pa nila ako ng pabiro "Nasaan ka kahapon?" "Hindi mo ba alam?". Sabi ko hinde, totoo naman eh, wala akong idea kung ano pinagsasabi nila. Ayun naman pala, tungkol kay *****. Bakit daw umuwi ako kahapon, yan tuloy nakipag date siya sa ibang tao. Tinatanong nila kung nagseselos ba ako, sabi ko "Bakit naman? Hindi naman kami eh, wala akong karapatan" Hehehe, plastic ko no? Deep inside ay nasasaktan ako, kasi, yayain ko lang siya na kumain sa labas...ng school ay hindi siya pumapayag, tapos nakikipag date siya sa iba. Hahaha, isa lang ibig sabhin nun, She doesn't like my company. Oh well, nangyari na naman sa akin yung nangyari kay ** (ano ba yan, nag mask ka pa, obvious naman!). Sarap mag mahal...mas masarap sana kung minamahal ka rin no?

Kanta na lang tayo

Neon - Sponge Cola

your smile is gently freezing
snow throws it away
you're the laughter in my silence
the crow that keeps me awake
green towel less soft spoken
thoughts you never knew
the lies and empty promises
i gave them all to you

how does it feel?
how is it that i can't feel?
coz i, i need to know

coz i, i know i can never be enough
to replace your whatever
and i, i think it's shiny and blue
like a dance that see through
coz i, i know i can never be enough
to replace your whatever
now everything is silent,
everything is still without you near

everything about you
the world was something new
and i was there at the open
well just to be with you
but every time i see the shelter
every time i walk away
you're the laughter in my silence
the cold that feeds my day

how does it feel?
How is it that i can't feel?
coz i, i need to know

coz i, i know I can never be enough
to replace your whatever
and i, i think it's shiny and blue
like a dance that see through
coz i, i know i can never be enough
to replace your whatever
now everything is silent,
and everything is still without you near

and every time i see you passing by
i just stand here waiting for you
and i will talk to myself
what a lazy sunday afternoon
and i'll still say that prayer for you
i'll be your everything, count on me
i'll try to be so perfect you'll see
but nothing can compare to you
whatever lies out there

there's no one here...
there's no one here...

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