Saturday, July 28, 2007

Nothing Left To Say But Goodbye

"Friendship is not how long you've been together. It isn't how much you've given or recieved; nor how many times you've helped each other, but it's how you value one another."

I sense that my relationship with my best friend is slowly fading. Our distance is slowly increasing and the conversations whispering away.

I do hope the quote at the beginning of this entry holds true. For my relationship with her is passing through. I can feel now our differences. She never texted me ever again. She no longer sees that I'm ok or what I'm doing right now. Maybe, just maybe she got tired of what had happened between us. Once again, I'm to blame, for I cared too much for her, for I cherished her so much, without realizing the consequences it will bring. I don't want to ruin her life anymore, I don't want to be the reason why she and her beloved fight. Leaving her distance myself are the only option at my disposal, and I must act now or be the beacon of grief in her life which can never be changed forever. Goodbye my beloved best friend. Thank you for the love and the understanding you have given me. May our friendship hold true till the very end. I will be your best friend always and forever.

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